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Thin Lines and Flipped Coins

Exclusion is sought,
From the war that is fought,
Between sequence and exception,
Pretence and Perfection.
Energy and Death,
For the game that is set
In the throes of peace and fight,
Of white and blue light
Across media and majority,
Across bias and equality,
Right through each trench and Peak,
Across simple and oblique,
Can you see a bridge,
Between safety and Fringe,
Between Touch and expulsion
Love and compulsion...
A secret and a Lie.
An incorrect reply.
Exclusion.
Sought from unstated answers.
For Dreamers and Dancers
Come too close to home.
I'm on guard, I'm alone,
and I'm scared all the time,
Of Thin Lines, and Flipped Coins.

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