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how does your heart break?

whether your heart breaks slowly, or in one shot
no hustle

whether it decomposes, with fungus and decays
like dead muscle

or unravels like a sweater smelling of mothballs

or lives for another 600 years gradually blurring like stone carvings

or quietly explodes, like a nebulous supernova

or loses its flavor, like a bulb of jasmine tea

or rusts like what once was your house key

or dissolves like salt in the sea 

or flies away like an adolescent bird

or reduces sacrificially, like sandalwood

or melts in a furnace

or rots in a landfill

or is recycled in a large system of municipal and diplomatic negotiations with countries, shipping companies, and profits, in order to bring it back somehow in another form so that it can continue living and beating perhaps as itself or as any other matter, treated with chemicals and talk to make it work within a narrow range in the spectrum of mental states, the walls of this range closing tightly around it.

your heart is material.

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