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light

light reaches out through the margins
bends around the leaves,
travels through thin petals
pierces the tiny holes in dry leaves
light reaches out grabbing
the quiet contours of your face
lightening your irises
making your fine hair
almost translucent
the drink in your hand
almost fluorescent
light reaches out through the colours
the powder blur on the skin
the diamonds on the water

without reaching out
there isn't any light, all
light really does
is reach out.
bounce back
and reach out and bend
around every edge

light isn't anything that it doesn't do
and essentializing as it might be
and in this naïve moment
we mustn't be what we don't do
either.

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