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what's enough

love is not enough
at least the knowledge of love is not enough
the knowledge of a future love isn't
and the memory of a past love isn't enough

any deviance from exactly how
you want love
is barely enough

for the soul to be ensconced in
light

all tenses
cases
moods
affects
are immediately not enough

if the heart isn't trapped
in the warm quicksand
of love
right now and
at
every conceivable time.

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